What happen

Confusing .I don't know what just happened to me..

Wait did something just happen??I think yes it did..

But what? It's like a violent stunt went horrible wrong 

In side my heart and my eyes bleed but what happens after I sleep 

Did I wake out of a bad dream into a nightmare 

But wait this is where I stay it seems full of nothing did someone love me

I don't remember what happen and did someone leave ,of course the person I trust the one I love just out of no where stood up walked over to my chair and hit me so hard with his cheating heart 

That is what happen he tore me apart  I remember the pain never felt any thing like it 

I know now I suffer left lost and brokenhearted ,it's clear he walked to hold her hand 

I suppressed that moment of memory 

• I made my brain play possem and lost and forgotten to what my eyeballs were wAtching but wait thats what happen my hole world just cheated on me and walked down the street I cried watching this in my head over and over like a DVD movie stuck on repeat ,what happen is my best friend ,lover ,and best part of me ,killed me that's right that day I died ,left the light went to the dark 
• It's Missery this cold dark excistance of an empty me living in pain and missing what made it this way,where are you what happen to all the protect mes no matter what .