What if

What if you love her with all your heart,
What if it hurts when you are apart.
What if her smile makes your day,
What if you can't see that smile everyday.
What if holding her hand makes your heart race,
What if she pulls it away and puts it another place.
What if she doesn't really feel the same way,
What if it's my anxiety getting in the way.
What if she doesn't know she's one of a kind,
What if I'm damned to the torture of my own mind 
What if i can't get through the drakness to see the light.
What if i am right?