What if?

What if this was all on me?,
What if the stars shine for you?,
Maybe I’m not as perfect as I seem,
Now it’s just us two,

If this is love,
I don’t want to be loved,
You were always above,
Happiness was never shoved,

Now you’re gone,
And now I’m here,
Lying awake till the break of dawn,
My thoughts aren’t even clear,

You were all I ever wanted,
Please don’t hate me,
My soul is left haunted,
I don’t want to be seen,

My heart is filled with you,
You were all I had,
She happens to love you too,
Guess this was my bad,

You’re all I can think about,
You take up most of my day,
I can’t just sit here and pout,
I have nothing left to say,

Please forgive me,
For I am out of luck,
It’s clear you can’t see,
I’m left stuck,