What is growing up?

Your honesty gets torn away
replaced by ideals and norms.
Your thougts change, you no longer have feelings
of warmth.

To be a robot or zombie ,to what is served to you
you are formed like dough,
if you do not rise,
you will be thrown away.

You can become big
but if the outcome is bad,
you'll be a shame
a waste of time.

A puzzle, where unfitting pieces are cruelly cut
forced, to fit to a place that was not yours.
And if you fit, they won't congratulate you.

You're one of those pieces which made the big picture
Your own destruction
the rise of the  bad and the fall of the good.

Now, do you even know,
that even by a little
you were part of a weapon

But you did not realize
and it's to late
the weapon is already utilized
against yourself and the ones you loved.