What is it with me and women

24/08/2020
What is it with me and women?

I’m sure the world,
has hated me,
Ever since my,
first broken heart,
Way back in,
 the beginning.
I was actively,
Seeking,
Searching,
For kisses,
of what I thought,
Were passion but... 
Turns out,
that was only the start,
 of my heartbreak mission...

I’m no one,
 night stand kinda guy,
I can’t,
 sleep around,
And for any woman,
Undo my trouser fly.
If we par take in sex,
And don’t even try,
I don’t want to be known as the one,
Thought of as a male slag,
Living in this life of mine.
I’m lustful,
I’m Tasteful,
I’m Loving and kind.
So why is it I get shit on by women,
In every relationship,
Back in my timeline?
Why can’t  I just find ‘the one’,
And get it right next time?
Surely I’m owed that much, 
Surely I can have 1 relationship, 
Without it messing up!

I’m sure,
the world,
has hated me,
Ever since,
 my first,
broken heart,
Way back in the beginning.
I was actively,
Seeking,
Searching,
For kisses,
 of what I thought,
were passion but... 
Turns out,
that was only the start,
 of my heartbreak mission... 

I Only ever treat women,
 to some of the,
 finer things in life,
No abuse,
No me being obtuse,
Or emotionally unfused,
As I’m here to love and be loved,
Not love then lose.
Feeling like crap,
As you’re being used.
Whether your money,
Your car,
Your house or more,
They are being materialistic,
Don’t trust them,
I do implore.
You don’t want to be left,
Poorer than before,
So don’t let any ‘skets',
Just walk in,
Like I have with some,
Through your front door!

I’m sure,
the world,
has hated me,
Ever since,
 my first,
broken heart,
Way back in the beginning.
I was actively,
Seeking,
Searching,
For kisses,
 of what I thought,
were passion but...
Turns out,
that was only the start,
 of my heartbreak mission...

Yes,
Not all were bad,
It’s just a shame,
I’ve lived the life I have.
I thought I was ready to be loved,
To have and to have lost,
Now that’s real heart pain.
I know I’ve hurt others,
In my love seeking ways,
So now I’ll just wait,
To love another day.
My kids are my everything,
They truly keep me sane.
Living life without them,
Would never be the same.
So I know I’ve said it before,
But for now,
I’m giving up on the dating game.
I’m giving up all the hurt,
 and losing a loved ones pain.
Perhaps in the future,
But for now,
Single I shall remain....

I’m sure,
the world,
has hated me,
Ever since,
 my first,
broken heart,
Way back in the beginning.
I was actively,
Seeking,
Searching,
For kisses,
 of what I thought,
were passion but...
Turns out,
that was only the start,
 of my heartbreak mission...

No more self loathing,
No more broken hearts,
I’m starting,
 a new beginning,
No more,
shall I seek or search.
As Kisses and cuddles,
from my boys,
Is more than enough,
To cure,
my broken heart.
Now I can continue,
And have a fresh start,
My boys,
You see,
 are my everything,
My own,
 proud pieces of art,
My only,
 refined creations,
That can’t get,
From me,
 torn apart...
Today is a new dawn,
A new beginning,
A new start.
For me now,
Fate is in charge!