What Makes Love Hard

You always knew the way of bringing excitement
Yet peace was only temporary to your consent of life
Stopping me like a wreck broke dead in traffic
Is there some possible way only feeling is literal deathlike?

Not to one of you holding my heart fishing for pain
To only got so much to handle why did you even bother
As if you ran out on me like some Nintendo game
For its like a paint splatter across a hollar

For no water can wash the remains you crush like drugs
Addicted to hurting me is like a cannon shot to my heart
Eating me away as bleach does to virus and bugs
I must be the difference to why life's not what i ever thought

Constantly harmed, hurting by your roaring wind
Beneath the boot you step across what was my dream
For what joy do you and reality seem to amend 
I'm seeming to be worthless like your old engagement ring

So now i'm like the plant unable to grow
For now impossible walls kill us apart
Now i lie buried among memories unknown
No question about it, its you what makes love hard