When?

The feelings thoughts and actions that all go along with someone who can’t be explained, feelings don’t change, thoughts may roam but forever remain, actions... actions once in his presence will always be the same, sometimes just hearing his name, can get you wet in vain, the pain, the hurt somehow he can tame, the love that came, the way you came, the ugh.. oh shit.. the way he does that thing, the way he makes ur heart scream, the way he stays on ur brain, the way he drives you insane, when he’s gone the feeling of being lame, you text you call but you don’t get an answer, once again you’ve lowered your standards, you fell for the trap again, of letting him back again, to be left with him turning his back again, but when will you ever turn your back on him,