When I Die

When my life has finally left me and my last breath has been shed

And the silver cord is broken and my bodies firmly dead

I shall hover near the body, download the scenes of this past life

Noting all minutest details rolling backwards past my eyes

I’ll store these scenes ‘til later when I can take the time to learn

What the lessons have to teach me and help me to discern

How I treated other people, made them happy, made them sad

Examine all my actions, both the good and the bad

Three days later I’ll lose interest as my focus moves away

From the world that I just left behind, there is no need to stay

For a lifetime in the life of man to God is just a day

And my soul as God on the wheel of life must move along its way

I’ll take the download with me as I move into first heaven

It’s the first stage in the afterlife, in number there are seven

Here I’ll see and feel the good things that to others I have brought

And revel in the feelings of the kindness that I wrought

I will store these in my seed atom so in future lives I’ll know

They’re the things that I must multiply for my souls’ conscience to grow

For the conscience is the souls’ voice that guides you day by day

That still small voice that warns you in what you do and say

When that’s done my view will shift then to the things that I did bad

To the hurt I did to people that left them feeling sad

I will feel their pain intensely, ten times worse when in this field

For I’ll be purely spirit now with no flesh for a shield

These painful lessons will imprint upon my seed atom as well

In some religions we are told our soul’s in everlasting hell

In the stages of the afterlife, this is your punishment in heaven

This is the third and the most painful of the total seven

The Grim Reaper now has visited with his scythe so I will know

Through natures Law of Consequence I will reap what I did sow

He has shown me all my misdeeds and caused me many tears

And this purgatorial experience may last for twenty years

When my suffering soul recovers and the pain has died away

And I’ve incorporated the lessons to never act this way

In future lives I’ll be a better man from these lessons I have learned

One step closer to perfection that my growing soul has earned

Now I can sleep, Oh peaceful sleep, a state of heavenly rest

I’ll dream the dreams I love in life, of things I love the best

All desires that my soul has yearned, not a thing I can’t create

In the Great Silence of the spirit world to help me concentrate

The colors are much brighter, the scent of flowers more sublime

The senses are much sharper, there is no sense of time

I will see all other people as pure souls just like me

And I’ll know we’re all evolving to the bliss of eternity

I will hear the mystic music of the planets as they pass

Like a thousand singing angels, heavenly peace has come at last

Every planet sings its own song, we’ve grown deaf to this below

But in this super consciousness we’re in the eternal flow

I’ll be with my friends and family and others whom I love

The ones who left before me and currently live above

There they wait with arms wide open and rejoice when I arrive

In the fourth stage where I now live, it’s utter joy to be alive

I’ve incorporated my lessons, I now recall my goal

And my mind begins to focus on further growth of my soul

I must make further preparations and my vision starts to clear

I feel I must keep moving forward for all my works done here

I now have gone through five and six, there is just one more

In years it’s been from birth to birth one hundred forty four

The time has come to move along and leave this place called heaven

Prepare for life in the physical world, I move to number seven

My soul has gathered the material, I now know what I must do

To make some more improvements in the places I need to

I must take another body, I must live another life

To grow and liquidate more karma though it means more pain and strife

I build an archetype of the body that in future I will form

When embodiment is offered, and I can be reborn

I will see the opportunities and be able to discern

The ideal embodiment for me when the right egg meets the sperm

I will hover near the fetus, influencing where I can

And I’ll have the power to make it be a woman or a man

I will help to build the body to suit the lessons I must learn

To overcome more issues so more advancement I can earn

When baby takes its first breath and my soul is taken in

With the imprint of my seed atoms that it has brought within

Now the babys’ atoms resonate to my seeds vibration rate

Making it the perfect body for my soul to habituate

The new body will be my new home, I will live a life anew

Gain experience, learn more lessons, through the things that I will do

I’ll apply the added knowledge that I learned in this past life

More evolved than in the last one, and cause me less pain and strife

This will happen just as often as required by the soul

As it pushes ever onward, pushing ever t’ward its goal

Of complete re-integration back from whence it came

To the universal soul of life no matter what its name

Nature is not personal, it does not seek revenge

If we mess it up we have the chance to do it all again

We arrived here by this process, nothing’s changed it’s still the same

But our souls have evolved immensely since we stepped into the game

We started out as fallen angels with no experience on this plane

We’ve grown to this by coming back again and again

Though we cannot remember for each conscious mind has died

The feelings in the soul remained in our subconscious mind

And so this is the story of the cycle of the soul

As it struggles through evolution on its way toward the goal

It’s this way for all unfailing, from natures law there’s no relief

All living things go through it, no matter their belief

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