When I sleep...

When I sleep,
I keep seeing her beautiful face,
When I sleep,
I keep feeling that warm embrace,
When I sleep,
I want to have the same dreams, before I wake,
When I sleep,
I want to imagine a different time and place.

I speak to her most days,
I wish I could shout her name,
Her eyes, always gives me chills,
I breathe different, when she's in.

It's me, who's got problems, I know that,
My head tells me, I'm just a little too fat,
I keep saying these things, just to make myself laugh,
But in reality, she probably thinks I'm just being daft. ??

When I sleep,
Just to see her, is perfection,
When I sleep,
She talks to me with affection,
When I sleep,
She gives purpose and direction,
When I sleep,
My subconscious has no objection.

I speak to her most days,
I wish I could shout her name,
Her eyes, always gives me chills,
I breathe different, when she's in.

I don't like it when I wake up,
She consumes me, until I've had enough,
It's time to open the curtains and see the sun shining,
But today is another day, I won't see her smiling,
So instead of confronting, I'll keep living in hiding,

I wish, I knew you before,
A different time or place,
You know, who you are,
Until I sleep,
Until I see your face...