Where am I now?

Where am I now I really do not know,
I mean I am in a place I know really well,
But still I have no clue.

One minute I am clear as day and at place of beauty,
The next I'm lost and dazed with my dreams fractured all in hell,
I know where I am again but still have no clue.

Tomorrow is a fresh start and I definitely will know,
The problem is I am lost again today am I that unwell,
I know I do I think I am in the here and now,
Still the window gathers dust and again I have no clue.

The spectre in the corner shout's concentrate focus upon the now and here.
With a strong mind yet much self doubt I know all too well,
If I am to truly know where I am as I don't did I mention,
It's absolute like everyman I am here in this place asking for redemption.