Who am I?

I question rather
I should change who I am,
I question rather
it is an initiative or a sin
To change who I am
If I am to change who I am,
would it break me
Or would I shine
Who am I
to have an answer
to all these questions.
Who would I be if
I changed the me I came
To know and  accept
Should I not accept the me
I have been till  now
Or should I search for
The strengths in me
I could have
Not seen yet,
Should I search for
An aspect I am not able
To recognize
In me
Who would I be
to despise me,
A being drowned
in  hatred and solitude?
Who would I be
to not recognize
who I am,
is it wrong
to not recognize   
the aspects of me
I have known for years?
if I wouldn't recognize me
how would  
I be recognized,
Would it
Be positive to not
Be recognized?
I wouldn’t be me,
But could I be who
I aim to be and who
I am wanted to be?
Who am I
And who should
I be?