Who's Badd?

I feel like I'm.. ugly.. 
"you cute what's your name?" 
doesn't bring my self esteem higher 
it only makes doubt transpire..
because I know what you want.. 
to hit a girl & pass, I'm no blunt 
but to be blunt.. 
I'm not having sex with you
I don't want to text with you.. 
I don't want the less of you. 

I don't think I'm unattractive.. I don't think I'm the term minus "un" 
but they say if you think you're a "badd bitch", you tend to act like one. 
But what's "badd"? 
A list of traits no one fits perfectly
But there's gotta be one, certainly
I mean there's gotta be one, that makes everyone seem inferior, undoubtedly the "baddest", 
ultimately superior. 

I means there's GOTTA be one, that makes you separate what's attractive & what's not
Physical features shouldn't be the only thing she's got
Young women, base their self esteem on what they hear the guys they like say
last week it was a phat ass, well it's long hair today
SELF esteem is how you feel about yourself
but what makes me feel I'm not worthy is that I'm weak & I want help
I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful, someone to like my face
I want someone who when I'm feeling down can put me in my place