Why

As I sit here I asked why why is love the way it is why do I love you so much why do I look into your eyes and fall again why do you milk me for when you have treated me not so well for I have my guard up for I put my heart cold and I'm lost for I let you do as you like to die soul to the heart to their children for you are the dream guy that I thought you were then I step back and think I look into your eyes and I fall again but the pain and hurt is still there and I overpass it why do I overpass it what is so great about you why are you so great my children love you for the hate me for you are right and I am wrong for I don't get it for I feel at times that I should just appear and you shall take care of these children for then I realize it would be a mistake but why are you so great why I don't get why you are so great you are so perfect you are the best in their eyes fry in the one that does everything I do everything for our children I feed them I look up to them I do what I need to do for our children and you said there and get all the credit for I don't understand why you get the credit for then you make me fall in love with you over and over again for I don't get it but I do and you don't understand for you always think for I am the crazy one and I ask why