Why am I brain dead when not with you?

Why is it I feel brain dead when you’re not around?
I Can’t think to do any of the simplest of things,
As I dig in deeper for my memories to be found....
Memories of 2 minutes before,
 gone,
Forgotten and in my mind no more.
Simple things like house jobs to do,
And filling out paperwork,
As all I can think of is seeing the ultra amazing you!
I sit and i stare from my games room chair,
Daydreaming all day in my not so secret lair.
At night,
When the house is all quiet,
No lights,
No power.
I find myself in bed earlier,
just to pass some more of the without you hours.
Seeing you can never come quick enough,
The hours between us make it all ever so tough,
Please never worry though beautiful,
as I’d never treat you with disrespect and never be rough.
I hope you know this already,
with my soft caressing kisses and my sensual loving touch.
Your smile I think of all the while and your cheeky sounding laughter.
In my life you’ve generated so much joy,
That without you I feel incomplete and a strange type of heartless.
Being without you is like groundhog day,
Repeating forever after.
Till the day we meet again,
 I’ll always look forward to your smiles and laughter xx