Why Am I Doing This?

I left you thinking of me
and I hate doing this
Why am here
Where I am at
I wish I was home
I got memories
Why am I doing this
Look into my eyes
And see me struggling
I need you
I have this ice box
Where my heart use to be
Where I have you resting in
I'm so cold
I need you here with me'
But I I left thinking of me
I wish you were here next to me
But why am I doing this to you
Leaving you to wonder where I am
I thought I was doing what was right
But I hate what I am doing
Leaving you to wonder where I am
My boy I am sorry for this