Why are you doing this.

An emptiness grows inside me like never before
I'm losing everyone i love 
Its killing me,
I just cant take it anymore

Hatred shoots up my spine 
Every single day
And im now angry 
At the ones i once loved in every single way

They taunt me
They betrayed me
 But wasn’t it there motto
That trust was always key?

How could it have come to this
What could i have done
To make them do this to me
And create the person i have become.

I hate being miserable 
And thinking about this.
 A growing rage spikes up
But it seems like that was always your wish

I just dont understand
Why would you do these things
Things i have learnt to fear
Things that make me want to dissapear.