Why Me ?

~~Living A Life Where Nothing Seems Complete Not The Way I Sleep Not The Way I Eat Just Not Me .

Trying To Fill In The Missing Pieces But I Feel So Weak So Much Pain And Heart Ache Why Me ?

.I Made A Lot Of Mistakes But How Long Do I Have To Pay I Live For Me And Everyone Else Everyday Still I Ask Why Me?

. Walking Around Trying To Smile And Bring Joy Upon Life And Everybody But Still I Try Not To Cry But I Still Have To Ask Why Me?

If Love Really Existed Why Do People Go Missing A Certain Disappearance In And Out Of My Life I May Pray And Hope Everything Will Be Ok Even As A Child Nothing Seemed Right Every Night I Cried Why Me?

Misleading Myself To Believe Everything Bad Will Turn And When I Smile Maybe It Wont Be So Bad Maybe I Wont Be As Sad But In The End I Ask Why Me ?

I Let Plenty People In My Life Thinking They'll Keep Me Happy But I'm Not Even Happy With Me. If Life Is What It Seems And Its All Just A Dream Some People Live There's And It Seems So Complete Everything Seems Happy But Me

It Feels Like A Nightmare That Will Never Complete Yet Nobody Will Ever Understand Me But Me And I Don't Even Understand Me .

Still I Ask Why Me ?