Wierd Kinda Mean Poem to GF (personal kinda stuff)

Kelsey,

I met you at school, although we both
didn't attend

I heard you had a hard break up, your
heart I wanted to mend.

“i can fix that dent” “add me on
face book” our conversations went

6 months later, gatlinburg was time
well spent

then we got our own humble abode

where I made you banana fosters a la
mode

I cooked cleaned and paid most of the
bills

that's probably why we had so many
thrills.

Throw parties in the kitchen playing
beer pong

while your try to sleep screaming “turn
down that song”

those were the best times we ever had

then it seems like everything went real
real bad.

Now im in debt and depressed as hell

cant even leave the house to run to
shell.

But you still visit me and watch movies
all night

until somehow it ends in a fight.

I know I love you, but do you love me
back?

It seems like affection is something
you lack.

I try and try to be cute and funny

I call you baby, I call you honey.

But it seems like recently you have
been upset

and you wont talk to me like you don't
trust me yet

I know you love me by the actions you
make

but would it hurt to try sometimes for
goodness sake

I wonder sometimes where your heart
lies,

are you thinking of me, or other guys?

You never try anything exciting or new

you wont die from trying a thing or two

we need to sit down and really talk,

maybe take a quick short walk

talk about me, talk about us

but keep it adult no need to fuss

and try to keep it short if that's okay

cause sometimes your stories are a
little gay

you could go on for days and days and
days

about something stupid like willy maze

you wont leave not even one detail out

when your done there's nothing else to
learn about

its okay though don't be mad

we just don't have a lot of time and it
makes me sad

you need to open your eyes and free
your mind

right now your practically blind

there is a world out there I wanna go
together

I wanna spend my life with you forever

but I find it hard to picture in my
head

because sometimes its like your
practically dead

don't get mad, im just expressing me

I want you to try new things you see

I want me to be me, and you to be you

not what other people want us to

I love you so much I think you should
know

that's why I let these lyrics flow.

I love you Kelsey Marie

so open your mind and let it free