Will they understand

My knees go week
And I crash to the ground 
It's finally been to much 
All the names 
All the hits 
I can't cope anymore 
They look down at my and smile 
They won
They got there wish
But will they understand
That hidden on my arm
Are all the scares from before 
Will they understand
That this time they went one step to far
And there's nothing I can do
But remove my life for you