Wish to die In my sleep

As the light begins
to tuck in the sight 
of its bright shine 
and the sun runs off 
with the days fun 
and invites the moon 
to act like dark 
and invade my mood. 
I begin to see the change 
I'm tired and facing, 
and at the same time 
taisting my room. 
and in steps to finish 
my groom. 
to now running towards the bed 
inside my room. 
now done with prayer 
and in between two layers 
now sleep!  
To now Awakening 
in my dream 
and faster' than I 
can fall in love, 
my dream appears, 
in my dreams.
So I place my eyes on her 
so my sight can 
acknowledge her 
for then my body 
can view her 
only then can my mind 
make of her. 
and now that I 
observed her 
I don't want to take myself 
from seeing her. 
because the distance 
between me and her
is reality to a dream,
and in life' 
that's the distance, 
between here and Heaven!?...