Wishful eyes

Pain in still eyes
Open wide while you cry
Confused but so focused 
Life is like a game full of jokes
My heart solid as a rock 
Won’t crack won’t break
Sometimes I think it’s good
Sometime I feel like it’s fake
Death separation who has the key to take it
Will it break 
Or am I just heartless and full of empty pain
Half full half empty
Still I stare in the mirrors 
And still can’t see me
But I’m pushing and I’m shoving
You won’t get away with my loving
I’m one of a kind 
I know when god made me the world stoped and smiled
Sometimes I feel u beatable 
Give me your best best men 
And still my breathe will come true to you
I’m not Jesus I’m not the devil
All I know is I’m someone special
I’m not scared but I want to help
But when I find love
It’s my weakness
It takes my breathe
I can’t breathe I need your air
I need you insinde of me
But when I have my daughter no one else in the world I can’t see
See that’s all I need
That’s all I believe
I know I ran through fire fought demons 
Just to get my seed
It’s a battle but I’ll always win
And if you with me I can teach you different from them 
Don’t listen your snake is in your corner
Be careful who you tell secretes 
Because I already heard em
I’m not a I told you so person
I’m more like let me show you how to grow
So take my hand and watch my lead 
Or slowly I’ll watch you fall and let you go…..