Wishing

When I see you alone I want to come and talk you you,
I wish I could feel comfy able around you but I can't,
This isn't anything with you it's how I act,
Many people find me annoying,
I now it drives people away but I am slowly changing,
I know you don't know this but I think that you are truly special,
Many people probably have told you this but this time it is different,
I haven't known you for long but you made me feel a connection with you,
I wish I could talk to you with out feeling awkward,
I really want to talk and get to know you properly without feeling judged,
With you I feel pressure to not be the sly me but the me most people aren't familiar with,
This one is rare and only round when people are special to me.
I hope at some point we can talk just be ourselves,
But until then I will always be thinking of you.