wishing you was here

You said I look pretty without my lipstick, you said I look even more beautiful without my make up.
We used walk for miles and miles whilst holding hand in hand, and we even saved up to go to exotic lands.

But suddenly everything started to change, you lost your hair and went all cold and pale in the face.
your heart started beating way too fast,
it was like you'd ran a long maraphon.
so I left the room with a tear in my eye, and thought you needed some space and your own time.

I was on my hands and knees praying for your life, but it was too late and you was going to the light.
I really thought you'd be strong, and you'd hold on.
But your heart had stopped and there was nothing I could do so it all went wrong.

Before you closed your eyes I held you tight, and we talked about all our amazing times,  and we laughed all night.
Then suddenly you went all quite, then your heart stopped so I started to cry.

All the days went by so cloudy and then came rain,  I was lonely and we went from being together everyday, laughing and joking and playing games.
It's wierd to think that everything has changed, and now your gone so i stare at the photograph of us because now your just a memory.

I stare outside through the window pain, wishing that i could see your face once again.
because without you my life isnt the same,  like kissing you under the mistletoe and sharing candy canes,
And Remembering our favourite food place, and now your gone all I have is a hole in my heart and a lost identity and a stranded name.

All this time you was smiling, but inside you was slowly dying, and you'd fall asleep crying, then get up late because you had a lie in,  I thought you was selfish trying to hide it, but really it was the cancer you was fighting.

Goodbye my best friend  my everything my moon, I hope we can meet again sometime soon.