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Put down the cigarette... he said
As he threw me on his bed
Pushing head upon pillow, pressing body against the matras
As he placed his hand upon my throath
Choking me by squeezing, not a single time taking it easy

Put down the cigarette... he said
As his posture becamer rougher the more I looked at him
For a moment blackening out
As he yelled and shouted, while hitting my face
Making me bleed and spit on me like I was a disgrace

Put down the cigarette... he said
As I saw the rage boiling in his eyes
Bashing his head against the wall, like he was possessed
As he forced himself upon me, the devil is all what I could see
Burning and rotting my flesh, touching it with his nasty stench

Enough was enough... I cried
As I remember his changing look as he was surprised that I replied
Pouring the ashes right upon his back
As I put out the cigarette right above his chest
Screaming "who the hell do you think you're?!"
Some sort of god that holds power over me, some kind of superstar?

Enough was enough... I cried
As I remember his changing voice panicking all of a sudden
Turning animal into man and man into a child
As I pushed him off, hitting his head against the stove
Bleeding all over the house, but most of all on my new carpet
Watching him suffer and smiling above his corpse

Enlighting another cigarette as I wipe away my tears
and laugh the pain away, removing all of my fears
Saying one last thing, right before his soul dissapears
That no matter what he still might think right before he dies
his passing shall be his own fault and not mixed in with all the lies
he already had been told

About the woman, he saw as weak
About the woman, he saw as a bitch
Forgetting that nobody shall ever take this
That protecting yourself from men like this is just pure justice

#Equals
#WomanANDman