Wondering ....

Where did it all go so wrong ?
Something so right
destroyed in self destructive delight .
A love so precious
thrown away in a manner ,so careless
Except I did care , and now I regret it.

Long hours to think
Replay the crazy ways and days.
Hurting more because it is me to blame.
Treating it all like a game.
Pushing until it all broke and snapped
none of the happy days with her will ever come back.
- And I do regret it .