Words

Someone once told me to put it into words …
A thing that once came easy but now weighs such a curse 
As if I really do force myself to truly sound out loud 
The yield of these painful words will all come cascading down 
As I know it is so, but I really cant abode
To accept that time is not our friend to wither and erode 
I want to build it up again, I just want to repair
I don’t want to teeter on the edge of helplessness despair
I am stronger than I thought I was but weaker than I’d hope 
I am present in the moment but fathoming to cope
The centre of our whole being no longer still aligns
My trust, hope and guidance no longer still defined  
You are the one !Just simply the one  
As we are a compass and you are our sun. 
I wish for time to stop still so we can stay together 
I wish this wasn’t so and you’d lead us all on forever.