The Words In My Mind

 December.22.1993
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins
 
As the tears fill my eye
You don't even notice or bother to look my way
I ask myself why
Your pure and simple hesrt
You said things you couldn't keep to
That's what tore me apart

I'll remember you
Your beautiful eyes
Someone who is gorgeous and true
Living without your friendship
Would tare me up inside and I would just die
Sometimes I ask myself "Does he care?"
Does he even notice I'm alive
Wondering if he would do the biggest dare
I want to know if he would ever be mine
All I live off of is his gentle loving stare
I want to know if I'm wasting my time

Are you my mr right
Still thinking if my choosing is wrong
I look your way....What a sight
Our friendship will last a lifetime and stay strong

Am I entering a danger zone
Will I be the one to end up hurt
Will I be the one all left alone
Everytime I'm the one who falls
Do you even notice or see me 
I'm the one who waits for your returning calls
Asking whats wrong when you're down
Can't you even see
That I really do understand
How you feel inside
Your attention is what I demand
But your feelings you always hide

I think of you night and day
And all of a sudden you appear
When I see you I have lots to say
But you never really hear
Once again a tear falls from my eyes
Because I know I can't have you
Wishing I didn't have gray skys
Hopeing you'd once again make them blue

Knowing you'll be there but not too far
To me you'll always be true
You'll always be my lucky star

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