The world and me

I was just a small child when I thought that I was living in a world of make believe,

But now that I'm older I realize that the world is not what I thought it was.

Its a harsh place filled with pain,

And I feel like I want to leave.

I thought that I had found love but I was wrong and now I'm alone,

I went from being a child with no worries to a girl with a broken heart.

Everything I get the world takes it away and I'm left with nothing,

I feel like the world is against me.

Sometimes I want to give up and live a life of depression,

If it wasn't for my family I would have given up a long time ago.

It doesn't matter what I do to change nobody notices me,

Every time I start to care for someone they play with feelings like their favorite game,

Its like a roll of the dice decides how they treat me.

My heart is a small country that slowly keeps getting destroyed piece by piece,

Evert time it rebuilds whats left they come and destroys what was just fixed.

One of these times they are going to come and nothing will be left,

It wont be able to support life it will dry up blow away and be forgotten forever.