Yet Another Phase

Life! 
We are always moving past phases without awareness
We are in the future
yet phases of the past linger in thy memory
As though it was the present

Do you get happy or sad thoughts?
Mine, I find comes up sad
I seem to always wish to relive those moments...
As though I would have done it better
Enjoyed it more, Laughed louder
Or even cried more endlessly!

Have you ever felt strong emotions from the past 
linger in your heart as though it were the present?
Strong pictures appear in the face as though it was reality?
Mine comes with such strong force

I try this instant to explain what I see, feel or even think... 
But I fear my words are not sufficient for this
These little words of mine carry great burden 
As though it were the ocean so deep and endless 
Yet, these words are so small... 

This travesty can only be expected
Nobody can try to explain the pilgrimage of life.
Life indeed!
Such complications; 
Words itself are complicated. I rather stop here on... 

Life!