Ignorance is the biggest heartache

I wonder why I still love you, 
I wonder why I wish you were there,
I'm always thinking why you so heartless?
Did you ever even care.

I seen you with her & It broke my heart,
You made a promise that we would never ever part. 
I keep thinking of your lies and shit you done in the past, 
But understanding the situation doesn't mean that it will last. 

Seeing you with her makes me question us, 
But at the end of the day,
She's the girl you put first.

I wish I could talk to you, 
To Just talk shit out, 
But even if I text you, 
A reply runs along with doubt. 

I know I have to let you go,
I know that because your happy,
Even if we had good times along with the crappy. 

We always said forever and that you would be mine, 
My love for you will probley last a lifetime,
But shit just got real, 
And my chest just got tight, Seeing you with her was worse then any fight.