You Don't Get It

The truth is I'm tired
I'm tired, wired from the liquor
But in reality, blood runs thicker 
Thicker than wine
Thicker than the smoke from my lips as I say you are mine
Mine... Yes you are mine or are you?
Are you really there?
There for me, there for you, there for us?
For us you said, You'd fight 
You'd fight long and hard to live
Live and love 
Love me more than anyone else 
Anyone else can call me theirs 
Theirs... No I'm yours 
Yours and only yours now 
Now it's hard to say 
To say what we are
We are dating right?
Right. But why won't you talk to me?
Talk to me please. 
Please tell me why you're hurting
You're hurting and I don't understand it. 
I don't understand it and I want to fix it 
Fix it. Fix us. Fix everything and make it right 
Make it right she said. Well damn. 
Damn you for not fighting for me. 
For me, you said you'd move mountains 
Move mountains then. Don't sit around. 
Sit around. That's all you do now. 
Now I wonder if it's worth the fight 
The fight to keep you mine. 
Mine. All mine. You make me happy. 
Happy. It's so distant nowadays. Why?
Why can't I seem to make the pain go away. 
Make the pain go away you said and I try. 
I try so hard but you shut me out. 
Shut me out over and over again 
Again again again and I can't figure it out 
Out of time out of mind
Out of mind, I'm not fine. 
I'm not fine, we're not fine. 
Fine... Fine again. 
Again we come back to this
This circle we run around 
Run around, be happy, be sad, almost end up dying. 
Dying... You almost died. 
You almost died and I couldn't do a thing. 
I couldn't do a thing because I am here. 
I am here and you are there and I cant change it. 
Change it then? What if I screw up. 
Screw up once and you're gone. 
You're gone and I'm scared 
I'm scared you'll die at my hands
Hands stained with blood 
Blood stains cover your wrists 
Wrists covered in scars
Scars left on our hearts 
Hearts are a mess 
mess... What a mess we are. 
We are drowning in your sorrow. 
Your sorrow seems to have taken over 
Taken over me
Over me...
Me... Me and my thoughts 
My thoughts are dark and twisted 
Twisted and cut
Cut from ear to ear and I'm choking 
I'm choking from bloody words 
Words that escape me and leave scars 
Scars on my tongue, I'm going numb
Numb from the pain in my chest 
My chest feels like its about to erupt
Erupt from the feelings 
The feelings... Feelings of you 
You you you 
You and your beautiful smile 
Smile for me darling. 
Darling, we have so much to live for 
Live for the future
The future with me. 
Me and you forever holding true 
True to each other
Each other forever and ever 
Forever and ever I will call you mine
Mine mine, you're only mine 
Mine and no one can you
No one can have you but me
Me... If I can't have you, then nobody else can 
Can we stop and take a moment 
A moment to think
Think and breathe for once 
For once I am happy. 
Happy to have you 
You seem to not get it 
Get it please. Get that I love you
I love you for heaven's sake, don't you see?
Don't you see that I'm fighting tooth and nail for you 
For you! I'd do anything 
Anything at all 
All of my heart belongs to you 
You silly boy, you don't even know...
Know that pieces of me are dying 
Dying because you are inside 
Inside.. You've torn me apart 
Apart by the seams 
Seams hold us together
Together we are intertwined, don't you get it?
Don't you get it?