"You Vanish"

I’ll keep rising from the ground
get right back up on my feet,
keep my head up,
get my hands out from my pockets in my jacket,
get my fingers ready to point high above
to point to the stars
 count to 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5;
to get the party rocking.
Letting all the stars fall down from earth
chasing your smelling butts off,
watch you disappear into Alice Wonderland in the woods
I see you running fast as a speed of lightning bulbs;
you can’t stand how much magic stars I have inside.
How strong I am?
I just keep on getting stronger like a lightning bulb full with stars,
nothing can’t touch my dreams,
you can’t hurt my flesh & blood anymore
can’t stable me in the back with the knife,
Your words are useless?
You can’t breakdown my walls,
can’t enter into my doors
watching you escaping away from my stars
again happy you never return back to my Stars,
love seeing you vanish forever in Wonderland;
I love watching you hurt by me.
I’ll keep rising back up to call on my stars to bully you?

By Joannie Phanin