A Young Girl

A young girl, not yet an adult, but not far off. Have the right choices been made? Is this where she belongs? It's so easy to put on a happy face every morning. But impossible to stop the tears from flowing at night as she lies in bed all alone. Wanting nothing more than someone to hold her close and promise everything will be okay. But that someone never comes. That reassurance never there. A young girl making adult choices wondering if she has messed her life up for ever. Is this where she belongs? Or is it somewhere else? Contemplating suicide on a daily basis, wondering... knowing it would be easier. Would any one notice? Would any one care? A young girl all alone in this huge world wanting just one person to understand. Just one person to care. Is this where she belongs? What has she done to deserve this? Thinking long and hard she finds nothing worth the agony she has been through. A young girl all alone and all out of options... What is she to turn to? Once so happy, nothing could ever go wrong. She was living a fantasy. Now she's living a nightmare. Now in so much pain that happiness seems like a far off bedtime story. With no one she can turn to, no one that she can trust to wake her up from this nightmare, what is she to do? She's lost everything and every one that she once cared for. A young girl with no where to turn, no one to look to, and all out of options. What is she to do? Will any one notice? Will any one care? She's about to find out, only this time she won't be there to care. She will be the one without pain or suffering. For the first time in what feels like forever; this young girl will be set free. Because she was just a young girl without any one to care. She was just a young girl with no where to go. She was just a young girl holding in too much pain. Now she flies with the Angels each and every passing day, watching all of those people go about their lives like she was never there. It looks like every one can be happy now... All because of a young girls adult decision. A young girl who decided that she just didn't belong in this huge world all by herself.