Your Ghost

I miss you so bad I can feel it in my chest
The moments of breaking so real
The aching of my bones
The bleeding of my heart
The twisting of my mind and soul
Tell me how to feel please
Because the way that I am is sure to kill me
I live only to dream of us
For that's when I am whole
Mended, not broken
Not locked inside this unhappiness
This misery
This life without you
Not holding, clinging tightly
To this ghost of you I refuse to let go of
I will not give up
Give in
Let go
Back down
Retreat
For I cannot fathom such things inside love's arms
Inside love's defenses is my loyalty to you
And I hold it so close that I cannot let it go
Even if it let's me go
I stay
Holding on
Laying eye's upon that love I run full speed ahead
Knowing full well that I may fall
I need you 
Again...I am dreaming
And you are gone...
My dreams are All I have now
My dreams
My broken heart
These trembling pleading hands
And your ghost
Please come home
I know the road is long
And you have traveled so far away
But maybe, just maybe
My needing of you
My wanting of you
Is far greater than your being gone
Please say my love is enough to bring you home
Please say my love is enough for you to stay