Crystal

There is a cold front hovering the streets
leaving cracks in the glass
And frost bite on my feet.
The streams of my veins 
have been frozen, 
Blood thick and solid, 
poisoned.
My heart broken
I have mutilated myself, 
my life, my sanity.
I cant even look into the mirror 
staring at me on my vanity.
I have doused my memories 
with her chemical mixtures. 
How I cry and beg for her tinctures,
I devour them like  the sweetest liquor.
Treat it like she's a remedy,
an elixir. 
"This'll fix'er"
This frigid frost overwhelms my soul.
I feel as if I am falling into an endless hole,
one that I will never get out of,
How lifeless and cold.
I am screaming for help,
Yelling my grief,
I have lost myself, even my teeth.
Can you hear me?
Please can anyone hear me?
Yes its me down there...
at the bottom of it all.
Help me, 
Im trying to crawl up this wall.
But I fall.. I fall.. I fall...
I have lost to her, I surrender.
Through this horrific endeavor,
I feed her what's left of me. 
She plucks me off like lime off of 
a lime tree.
One by one.
Gone, Im gone...Im gone
I am Crystal Meth's galore, 
and she is mine.
She speaks to me in tongues,
how they intrude my mind..