Him

He was my real first love. We where together for about 5 months. But he had problems and I knew he couldn't do a lot about it. But I tried to help him. He was a compulsive liar. But there where times when he went a few days without telling, a single lie. I could see the love in his eyes. Like he had never felt this way about someone before. When I was with him I was happy. He spoiled me all the time. He was the kind of boyfriend any girl could ask for. Sure he wasn't 6`5 and have abs. But he was the kind of guy that would never want to actually hurt you. He even purposed to me..in a mall. I said yes. Thinking that we could work on his problems. But they got worse. on the 4th of July his mom was kissing another man other than his dad. Who is in jail. He was hurt more than ever. Days went on and the lying got worse. One day I just could not take it anymore. I broke it off with him. He said he didn't want to live without me. He wanted to commit suicide. I told him that, it was not the answer. I talked him out of it and said we could be friends. But he ignored me for a while. Weeks passed and I was getting ready to go to job corps. I didn't know If he still planned on attending even though I planned on going way before we even had met. But then I got here. It was late at night. They took me to my room and I settled in. The next day I walked outside.. and there he was. I could tell he was unhappy to see me. I ignored him for a while. I went to breakfast and people gave me weird looks. I felt like everyone already hated me. The day went on and I soon found out what happened. He had told people things about me.. things that were not true. I was so mad that he would say those things about me after all we went though. But days went on and I ignored him. I talked to other people and made new friends. some of them I still talk to, too this day. A few months later I talked to him more. I told him that if he ever wanted me back he would have to change. So I gave him another chance. And he didn't. He was still the same guy I met months ago. I couldn't take it anymore... again. His lying go so bad to other people that they wanted to beat him up. soon he was in lockdown in his dorm. And that's when it happened. I couldn't go in the dorm so I had a fellow student go and tell him I was done and we were over. Little did I know he would do what he would. I started walking back to my dorm, he ran out of his.  He pulled my arm and said "kat is it true?" I said "yes". tears were running down his face. the next day he was gone. They sent him home that morning. One thing that I learned from this is that someone can love you and do everything for you, but if they cant fix why they lost you they obviously don't deserve you.