IT IS REALLY OVER

It is really over.  No more, no more.  So my life W.M = with Mom and now my life A.M = after Mom.  Going on 3 weeks A.M and it is tough when all you have are your thoughts.  You feel like she must have felt in the end. Lonely, sad and dull. No quality now.  A hope in the distant future, but for today I sink in my chair, tears in my eyes, a choke in my throat and swallow the little girl down.  

Tomorrow is a new day.