Prom (expressing thoughts)

Prom was nothing but a mistake. I knew I should not have went. I really thought I was in love with this guy... but he brings another girl that he claims he doesn't want. They are all over each other, and I'm just in the bathroom crying. I'm slowly breaking down minute by minute. I cannot bare to see them together. I cannot stand to have my heart broken. I know I deserve better, but yet I'm still searching. I keep crying over the same guy, knowing he cheated on me. I guess it was my fault because I took him back in the first place. (fool me one time shame on you, fool me twice, can't put the blame on you ~J-cole) I believed your lies. You told me you loved me. I saw the signs, but I put them behind me. You paying for her to get her nails done, buying her food and clothes. i guess she was was your number one, and i stood in the back as your number two. Slow dancing and skipping school. I know I deserve better. I just hope you never come around.