sometimes

Sometimes I just sit in class, and wonder if everything is okay. Wonder if my life is suppose to be the way that it is. I live in this world of lust and confusion, but I just sit here and think about.... who I am, and what I'm suppose to do. I lay in my bed and think about how I could have made my life a whole lot better than what it is now. I wonder if I can change my life now. I highly doubt it, because I don't have any self-confidence to change myself and follow my dreams. I just sometimes wonder if it was meant for me to follow in someone else's foot steps.... why can't I make my own footsteps? Why can't I just live my own life... brake all of the rusted chains and move along the line of who I want to be. Why is so hard to follow your dreams. I have no support from anyone.... I'm just alone in this whole situation.