Sophie

She has killed a man 
Sat next to his bed with a borderline’s disease plan 
Sit next to him and cry 
So court of me has never a try 
And then I heard the story so let me try 
The judge in the making never cries 
About criminals who endlessly come with lies 

That room I designed for you in the head 
Is the hell fire I prepared for you 
When you dare to live inside of my body along with my surgeon, never begun a relationship but 
The gun 
Placed inside of my Heaven door 
When the mindless both together made love together 
And steal away my entire past 
As their life doesn’t last 
Will never last 
When we erase them fast 

She has eaten a mother
Kissed me in her fantasy 
And said sorry to the angel baby me 
Became a hairy monster if she looks in the mirror 
Mythological way of writing the story for centuries 
Is the price I earn about been known into others fantasies 
To last for a lifetime 
The killer is been known 
With these killers around me 
Inside of me 
Living with me 
To die 
To die
To die
Not a lie 
Once you come back alive with me you will die 
When you thought killing me was the goal 
I took your soul 
And vanished it 
All at sleep 
When I am flying around in space 
God doesn’t have a face 
But sculpted mine 
So I can shine 

—- but god they shine together with me 
Let them never see your sunlight again 
Who will be my man?
Has she killed him?

Nadiya