Misery

When I close my eyes, I always remember
the first time I saw you lose your temper
the pain...

no longer land of the free home of the brave,
original rightful occupants hoodwinked, petrified,...

My Heart is lonely without your attention—
You who punishes it in ways that aren’t fair,
To...

I stand able, eager, & ready to jump
impossible mission to swallow lump
muscles primed...

I sit here looking out
My window watching
Two squirrels that
Are running around...

Why did you make me the sheath and not the sword?
Why did you make me the soil and not the seed?...

Have you seen the two-faced woman?
She wears a smile, perfect for some,
But beneath it lies a...

(Spoken word)
Why am I lain here awake?....

Why am I lain here awake,
Gripped by the...

Pain unleashed....

Beneath the unyielding sun,
where shadows grow colder,
Time...

Hidden emotions
Empty soul
Non-existing morals
Damaged core

Evil eyes
...

Everything that exists constrains me
They all work against me like gravity
Pulling me into...

Sitting here staring at these four grey walls
Nothing else to live for no one to call
No one...

Fucking Monday, Monday, I cannot stand that day;
It’s the one my dearest loved ones, so sadly...

24/12/2024
The grinch but gray!....

Take these damn presents,
throw them away,...

I fear that I have lost it, the joy for life I’ve had;
I used to be so happy, but now I’m often sad...

I honestly don't know how many more obstacles in life I can take
I feel like I'm sheltered now only...