Cigarettes I wish we had never met.

I wish Id never started

Never ever met you

Took you in my hand and inhaled deep into my lungs

Oh you are curse

Stealing years of my life, my confidence and fight

Ohhh how will I ever win, get rid of you, place you in the bin

Oh how I wish I could forget 

Never long for you or want you

i LOVE you but I HATE you

For far too long and much too much

I need to put that patch over my eyes so I cannot find you

Over my mouth so I cannot inhale you

Oh how I wish we had not met

When I was a teen and you seemed so sweet

I know, I know, I have to overcome

Make up my mind and get it done

But OHHHHH i wish i had never met, the dreadful, horrible greyness of your ash.