confidence

so today i had to give a monolouge and a current event report today and during both of those i had a complete freak out and or panic attack i mean i was hyperventilating and shaking basically everything you could think of. in ROTC all i had to do was give my report and since i was freaking out so much colonel said all i had to do was say one name and i would get a hundred. but all i managed was a ...... aaaabbbuu. that was definitly not his name. well anyways i wish that i could be more confident like seriously all i had to do was give a report. my panic attack was worse in ROTC than it was in theater. well anyways that's today's flaws. thanks for reading. -----krystyn