DISPAIR-MEDICAL MADNESS

Dear Lord, I'm at the bottom of despair

And this medical ignorance is keeping me here

Each day I face the pain these doctors have caused

As this chemical, haze creates more mental fog

Dear Lord in heaven will this nightmare ever end?

Despair has knocked me down again 

I keep reaching out, but there's no hand to hold 

My heart is torn, and I'm growing cold 

Dear Lord, you helped me survive these medical crimes 

But, I've lost so much from life this time

When the darkness fills my mind, I get to see 

How much of my freedom was taken from me

Please, God, keep me holding on to my faith

As I try to remove the locks from my mind's gate

I've lost my children, my family, my home 

And my back holds the scars, showing the crimes that were done

How can my heart forgive these losses and deeds

And how will I plant hope with life renewal seeds

I need to start again, I need to find firmer ground

God give me the strength and the courage, to turn despair around

Lord, hear my prayer, because, I'm so lost today 

And my heart cannot cry this hurt or silence away 

Don't let me lose this hope I finally found 

Please give me the courage, to turn this despair around….

(c) Giggles the Poet 

October 8, 2015  2:57 p.m. 

God help me out of this despair.....