The friend that got away.....

I wish that I was good enough for you 

i wish that I wasn't who I know I am

i wish that you would forgive and forget 

i wish that I could make you happy

i wish that I could make you smile

i wish that I didn't make you cry so much

i wish that you liked me

i wish that I was more like everybody else 

i wish that I was normal 

i wish that we didn't have to part

i wish most of all to never see you again

i wish you didn't make me want this

i wish you could take back words

i wish that I never met you

i wish that I never got hurt

i wish I didn't have to lose all my friends 

i wish that I could have a normal life

i wish people would stop worrying about me 

i wish that when I say that I'm fine that I'm actually fine 

i wish that I stopped doing things that I know I will regret 

i wish that I was never born

i wish that I didn't self harm anymore 

i wish I was fine

i wish you would read this and see what you did to me

i wish you the best of luck in life

i wish that this time I will succeed!

i wish that when I wrote this that it was true, but be glad that it isnt.