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This isn't a wish but this is for anyone to read if you want. I may not be perfect or good at writing I understand I'm not but I out what I feel down I don't work hours on it I use my emotions to write an lost of the time yeah it's dark stuff but that's who I am I'm not good at writing happy things it's not who I am I'm proud of who I am of no one else is I've been through a lot the last 8 years but if I've learned anything it's that no matter how bad life is, no matter the problem you can get through it an you will overcome it. I was raped almost a year ago an had a miscarriage I've been abused and bullied so many times I wanted to quit an kill myself so many times I've tried so many times I saw my mother cry or the hospital walls from doing something that I shouldn't have been doing.. You may have days where you think you can't do it no more but you can you just gotta stand up an fight life is amazing I'm still learning that for myself but suicide isn't the answer an shouldn't  be an answer  because everyone one has bad days we can't all just kill ourselves because of it .. If you ever feel weak or need someone I am here I just wish someone was there for me when no was going through all the stuff I was but I had no one so I know what's it's like to not have anyone in my corner trying to help me fight but I'm changing I want to be able to help someone stop before it's to late