Marry Me

In this world, my "free" America, the only things that seem to matter are making money and being beautiful. It matters because that's how my "free" America measures your worth by how successful  you, and success to "them" is money. But to me thats no real success at all if it doesnt make you happy. I have a dream and its all of the success in the world to me, one wish that I keep so very small and quiet within myself, because to say it alooud i almost seem foreign, like an alien invasion and just landed. My wish is to be married. I never really cared much about my wedding because to me it is foolish to pay such attention to a moment that will be spent in a day. The marriage to me is all that matters. I am a single parent, I come from a terribly broken home, understatement, pieces were never together, after I became a mother all I wanted, longed for was a man to love me and my daughter unconditionally. I had one but I wasn't in love with him, he never understood how to love me when things were hard. I want, I wish to find my soul mate, the one that God himself created just for me, and even though such fanciful rubbish is mere myth, I cannot help but stir the longing with my hidden desire. This is the one place that I can share this wish without fear of judgement among such talented strangers. Thank you for hearing my broken wish