"The letter you'll never see" By Ben Goode 2017 (c)

To my dearest and most special friend
I love you so much.
I wish I could have you.
I have known you as my very best friend.
You have confided in me, your greatest secrets.
And I have been heartbroken, when you have.
Listening to the ways, other guys have hurt you.
I want to protect you.
I want to take you into my arms and just hold you.
I want you to know, just how much I care.
Just to kiss you, would be so wonderful.
And know I was yours. Not just a friend anymore.
I want you. And to give you my all.
And share a passionate moment. Together.
Taking you into my world.
And me be taken into yours.
To be with you. Finally.
And know, I was the one you chose, above all others.
I can't help but feel a childish jealousy.
I know though I am not you type.
But I wish you could see me. And read between the lines.
Perhaps you do, but you don't want to admit it.
Pushing me away. 
I accept that me just being your friend, is important to you.
And I will stay on as one for you.
It doesn't matter anyway. This is a letter you'll never see.
Maybe its better that way.
I'll never tell you.
And let you go.
Cause I love you.