I will meet the man again

​​​​I will meet that man again one day.

I don't know when I don't know how but one day I will meet that man again.

i was just that ordinary girl child you were a grown man 

You destroyed my carefully laid out future plan .

A future that only I could picture but if only I could have known what you had I store for me.

So you broke every part of me you took all my Hope's and shattered my dreams.

You kept me a prisoner inside your home and hell and there was no one I could ever tell.

You put bruises in places no one would see to scared to speak afraid to tell anyone.

You told me who would ever believe someone like me you drummed it into my brain.

I felt like an 11 year old going insane.

Would would believe a little whore like me you would say holding the knives to my throat I suddenly lost all my hope.

Running all the way home tears flowing in my eyes bouncing as they fall to the ground.

i ran straight up those stairs does anybody care sitting alone In the dark listening to the sound of my thundering heart.

My teddy Pippa was sitting by my side I will help you to survive I will give you all my strength to lift you up and that brings us till now.

Playing memories over In my mind I know the day will come picturing In my mind the man standing next to me is now old and grey.

So much rage inside of me I will break you like you broke me as you struggle your last breath your life hanging by a thread then Im finnaly free no more a victim a survivor that's me fighting back the tears as I stand alone but I stand strong .

The end this is not a dream it will happen one day when I face the man 

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