In my dream........

alone in the darknesss,
i shiver in fear,
and cry to the gods,
pleading that they hear,
striken by what is happening,
and the memeries are crystal clear,
haunting my dreams,
i cant sleep,
but i can dream,
it happends while im awake,
i see things that airnt there,
the only cure,
is my blade,
it makes it all go away,
the thoughts stop and the visions clear,
as my arm bleeds,
and the bed turns rose red,
as my soul fillls with anguish,
and i stand up,
smiling with all i have,
and then i do one more cut,
and i fall to the floor,
just like i saw,
in my dreams....